in reality my life is like a really good book, full of everything you could ever think of, everything you would find in any good novel. life, death, murders and suicides, joys and sorrow, friends, family, betrayals and the deepest of loyalties, ups and downs, pains matched only by joys, great zeniths only matched by greater heartache and solace of the sweetest kind only to be rocked by torments of the darkest bitter nature, and most of all love.